Feb 17, 2004 17:02
It feels as if this last weekend was actually a whole month compressed into 4 days..Its hard to go back to normal life knowing how things can actually be.. Like sipping pleasure, "Here, have a taste, but after you cant have anymore." The wedding surpassed all my expectations and really gave me a chance to bring out a side of me that long lay dorment, it made me feel so alive and brought an aura to the area surrounding me.. I was an excellent host if I do say so myself, with words and expressions i created laughs, smiles, tears.. with little effort, hardly any strain at all.. Felt wonderful to be the light in the darkness..I hardly like to say that i look good but that night everything seemed to fit perfect, the twinkle in my eye glistened just enough, my hair wasn't to wavy, wasn't to straight.. My clothes wrapped my figure with a delicate caress and my smile inspired the best in people.. I enjoy being a host when the enviroment adapts to me instead of the other way around..So much love in one room, on one ship.. A ship, Queen Mary, where the wedding was held.. We stayed their the night in all our own rooms.. A very magical ship indeed, it brought me so close to my dream world.. I left the party at my conveinence drifting off to sleep at midnight.. Apparently my body did not require much sleep for i rose at 5 in the morning.. Everyone slept, but one lone soul roamed the halls of the grand ship.. I made my way to the deck and waved goodbye to the fading moon while welcoming the waking sun.. I did not haste its journey and made my way back down to the promenade cafe.. I was the only person there other than the waiters, chefs, and other employee's.. I ordered the biggest breakfast on the menu and looked out across the water while the joyful swing music filled my ears.. I was tended to as a king, i finished and gave a generous tip then made my way back to my room at around 7:15.. I guess I have more reasons to keep living, after all, there has to be more out there to see, hear, smell, feel.. I'll do it all.. I dare you to stop me..
Dreamer