Mar 23, 2005 11:30
So yesterday i told you about my whole visiting-the-school day. And now i'm back at sasha's house alone *AGAIN*. Last night sasha and I were both sick, and she was in a really pissy mood. All i thought about was "I dont deserve this crap from you". I know it sounds mean, but i now know that i probably wouldn't have been able to move-in with her like i wanted to when we moved away to Vancouver. I know i'd miss my family too much. I tried to reach them two nights ago, and they wernt answering the ohone, and tried again last night, and still no answer. I hope ill be able to talk to them tonight. Urg, im sucha baby. I guess i just feel a bit torn; my friends are here, but i miss my family so much; but when i leave, i know that i probably wont see them until the summer arrives. This truly sucks.
So tomorrow im back at school, then friday its good friday so no school that day. Jacob was hopping a bunch of people could get together so we could go to a restaurant and buy dessert, followed by a movie. I think that would be preety cool. Only thing is that we dont think many people would be able to come since we all live pretty far away. (30-45 minutes max.). Ahh well, Jacob's supossed to call us tonight and tell us the plans so we can let a bunch of people know what we're doing.
So yes, im sorry for all the bitching and comlaining ive done in this entry, but my throat is killing me, ive got a plugged nose, im cold and ive got horrible stomach cramps. Hopefully ill be feeling better tomorrow for school. Still 4 hours and 20 minutes until sasha comes home from school. This is gonna be a hell ofa looonnggg day.
Ill try to tell you about my school day tomorrow... if i actually *can*