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Havn't updated in a little while, i know. Well... Things seem to have gotten from really bad to worst. Some of you probably know about my dad cheating on my mom two years ago. And "Oops, he did it again!". He admitted to my poor mom last night. He said he'd been doing it since the 10th day we moved here. Gosh. I havnt really cried about it yet because my mom just told me this morning. I guess it hasn't sunk through? I hope things get better. I really do. This is all too much for my family and I to handle.
Anyways, 9 days until i get to visit back home. I'm seriously counting down the days until i get a break from this hell i'm living.
So my mom & dad have been acting like never ever happened last night, although it was extremely obvious my mom was bawling her eyes out (i could, in fact, hear her from downstairs). So i guess this is all i have for an update so far. All i know is that i gotta stay strong and not let my dad know that i know about what he did. I have trouble looking at him anymore. I thought after two years i was over the fact he hurt us that bad, but just at the "right" moment he throws it back in my face. Because he isnt really cheating on my mom, he's also sorta cheating on Gabrielle and I.
So last night i talked to one of my best friends, Jacob. (Remember i didn't know what my dad had done yet!!). Anyways he was sorta complaining about not beeing able to get this girl. So i got a bit pissed off and i was asking him if he had his friends nearby whenever he wanted them, he said yes. I asked him if his family was happy, and if his parents were together, and he said yes. I knew right there he knew how "selfish" he was beeing(I know he wasn't really because he's the best guy ever!). He emmidiatly appoligized and said how bad he felt about the things i was going through. I didn't want to lose it on the phone with him so i told him i had to go. So we said bye to each other.
Anyways this is a longer entry than i expected. (sorry!!)
Kisses, xoxoxo Thanks for everyone that's been supporting me through it all!
Anyways, 9 days until i get to visit back home. I'm seriously counting down the days until i get a break from this hell i'm living.
So my mom & dad have been acting like never ever happened last night, although it was extremely obvious my mom was bawling her eyes out (i could, in fact, hear her from downstairs). So i guess this is all i have for an update so far. All i know is that i gotta stay strong and not let my dad know that i know about what he did. I have trouble looking at him anymore. I thought after two years i was over the fact he hurt us that bad, but just at the "right" moment he throws it back in my face. Because he isnt really cheating on my mom, he's also sorta cheating on Gabrielle and I.
So last night i talked to one of my best friends, Jacob. (Remember i didn't know what my dad had done yet!!). Anyways he was sorta complaining about not beeing able to get this girl. So i got a bit pissed off and i was asking him if he had his friends nearby whenever he wanted them, he said yes. I asked him if his family was happy, and if his parents were together, and he said yes. I knew right there he knew how "selfish" he was beeing(I know he wasn't really because he's the best guy ever!). He emmidiatly appoligized and said how bad he felt about the things i was going through. I didn't want to lose it on the phone with him so i told him i had to go. So we said bye to each other.
Anyways this is a longer entry than i expected. (sorry!!)
Kisses, xoxoxo Thanks for everyone that's been supporting me through it all!