Jul 20, 2005 20:52
I had one of the fullest and most insanely crazy, weird and stressful two weeks of my life and it’s only Wednesday of the second week. I think that says something.
I think it’s odd how people act. I think it's odder still the way we let people act.
Why is it that people only care when it’s of benefit to them?
They take what you can give then vanish when you’ve been drained.
Appalling.
No one is ever here to care when you’re in need of something.
That’s why I’ve always hated people above everything else.
I’m old and bitter and battered.
But I’ve managed to still smile a lot and laugh as needed.
My only wish is to see all of the others be destroyed one by one.
I also learned my lesson, never again will I be ‘the guide‘.
I can hardly manage my one-- let alone the unnecessary burden of care taking for a group of many.
Fly away little sing song.
Lurves,
Jenn
P.s: Joanna is my one and only. [Bff foreals] She is my most favorite, because she is not fake and she is just as she should be-- herself.
<3
Oi ten claps for next week!!!
P.p.s:
"From the morning when I rise from my bed
'Til the evening when I lay my head in slumber
Oh, the loss of you does wreck my days
Leaves me with a violent hunger
I will never be free from you
'Til I escape the lion's jaw
There's no welcome in the end
There's no reason to return again"
The end.