moving ramblings

Nov 16, 2004 17:39

our new apartment is now vacant. tomorrow, i'm meeting the landlord at the apartment to do a walk through and figure out supplies i need and stuff like that. he seems like he's going to be a good landlord. he's excited that cody and i want to work on the place and is completely willing to pay for any supplies needed. i just went to uhaul and bought boxes. i didn't even get that many but it was still almost $100. one of the big reasons i hate moving so much is the cost of everything. i don't even want to calculate how much this is going to cost me total. oh well. at least it will be over soon. i can't wait to be able to just relax without this move hanging over my head.

so, at the beginning of last week i was dreading the call to our current landlord to tell him we were moving. he's been really great to cody and i. he even gave us a xmas gift last year. anyway, i wasn't looking forward to telling him that we were leaving but i put off the call as long as i could. so, i was going to call him- but he beat me to it and called me. he told me that he had sold our house. the super weird thing about that is that right before we moved from kentucky our landlord (who was also a really great guy that we got pretty close with) sold our building. i feel like maybe this is a sign just like when we left ky. ok, i know i'm really weird like that and am always looking for hidden signs in things. but whatever. so, our landlord in buffalo gave cody and i a $50 gift certificate to a nice restaurant here as a show of him appreciating what good tenants we've been. see why i'm going to miss him as a landlord? i think we're going to use the gift certificate tonight since i'm leaving for rochester tomorrow.

anyway, i know i'm rambling. i'm just incredibly nervous about moving. last night i had a mini panic attack when cody and i were packing some boxes. i hope this move is a good idea.

things i'm nervous about:
1. cody's going to be miserable in rochester
2. our new apartment will suck and won't feel as homey as our current apartment
3. none of our friends from buffalo will come visit
4. cody's going to be miserable
5. our new neighborhood will be too ghetto
6. our new landlord will turn into an asshole
7. cody not being able to find a job
8. my family pissing both cody and i off by being annoying
9. cody's going to be miserable

aaaargh. i need to just get over it and stop worrying. change is good. change is good. change is good.
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