shitty turned beautiful day?
ok, so last night i was feeling prett shitty all
thanks to him. so i decided i would dress accordingly.
so i was talking to faith after 4th period and jeremy
walked by and stopped to give ma hug, and said to faith
"isnt this girl so hot?" so that really made me feel really
good and boosted my confidence for the day. but whenever
i thought about peter i kinda went back to feeling that
way...bad about myself...like i had set myself up for
yet another dissappointment. at lunch i was pretty bummed
but whenever i saw jeremy he would make me smile and that
was nice. he was gonna come over tonight, but the fucking
school called my house saying i was fucking absent even
though my ass was fucking there, and my mom doesnt believe
me, so i gotta get some shit proving that i was there. so
when he called he was up at the movies, but he wasnt allowed to
come and visit me bcz of that crap. so i got his screen name
went downstairs and watched the rest of napolean dynamite. when
that was over, i went on aim, and wa waiting for jeremy to get
online..so he finally returned from away and we started talking.
then peter returned from away and imed me...so i was talking
to him, and i told him to promise me that even if he didnt wanna
date me or whatever still, that we could still be friends, bcz
that tears me up inside when relationships go bad like that. so
im not upset about that too much anymore. i just hate how i started
to fall for him, and then he can almost give up on me so quickly.
hes just having a rough time. now im talking to faith, then ill
prolly be going to bed.
p.s. i also went to fashion square mall with my nickapotamus tonight
and i got my freakin emery ticket..im not sure if i said that already.
but yea, how exciting, then nick got a shirt and the blood brothers cd.
so we were rockin out...i meant to tell you, your fucking system is
sooo fucking awesome! then we cruised home and he came inside for a
minute to protect me just in case...thanks so much love!
so that was my entire day!
peaceout napolean!
<3genna
thanks to him. so i decided i would dress accordingly.
so i was talking to faith after 4th period and jeremy
walked by and stopped to give ma hug, and said to faith
"isnt this girl so hot?" so that really made me feel really
good and boosted my confidence for the day. but whenever
i thought about peter i kinda went back to feeling that
way...bad about myself...like i had set myself up for
yet another dissappointment. at lunch i was pretty bummed
but whenever i saw jeremy he would make me smile and that
was nice. he was gonna come over tonight, but the fucking
school called my house saying i was fucking absent even
though my ass was fucking there, and my mom doesnt believe
me, so i gotta get some shit proving that i was there. so
when he called he was up at the movies, but he wasnt allowed to
come and visit me bcz of that crap. so i got his screen name
went downstairs and watched the rest of napolean dynamite. when
that was over, i went on aim, and wa waiting for jeremy to get
online..so he finally returned from away and we started talking.
then peter returned from away and imed me...so i was talking
to him, and i told him to promise me that even if he didnt wanna
date me or whatever still, that we could still be friends, bcz
that tears me up inside when relationships go bad like that. so
im not upset about that too much anymore. i just hate how i started
to fall for him, and then he can almost give up on me so quickly.
hes just having a rough time. now im talking to faith, then ill
prolly be going to bed.
p.s. i also went to fashion square mall with my nickapotamus tonight
and i got my freakin emery ticket..im not sure if i said that already.
but yea, how exciting, then nick got a shirt and the blood brothers cd.
so we were rockin out...i meant to tell you, your fucking system is
sooo fucking awesome! then we cruised home and he came inside for a
minute to protect me just in case...thanks so much love!
so that was my entire day!
peaceout napolean!
<3genna