another one for totchiaishiteru!!! ^_________^
done for deepblue_sea also posted at direngrey_yaoi, jrockyaoi, jrock_aufics
Title: Some Things Never Change
Author: genkified_pyke
Rating: R
Genre: A.U./Angst
Theme: #16 Lies
Pairing: KyoxToshiya
Disclaimer: I do not own Kyo or Toshiya.
Summary: Kyo’s been a vampire for several centuries now and for the first time ever, he’s actually feeling another emotion toward someone other than lust for his blood.
Author’s notes: This was made for totchiaishiteru just because you love this pairing so much! ^^ Hope you like it! ^___^ Sorry if it’s not fluffy… ;____; I promise I’ll make a fluffy KyoxToshiya for you!
There he is.
Yes, that’s him. The boy I’ve been following for the past few weeks.
I know what you’re thinking. Why would a night walker like me be suddenly interested in this pathetic human.
Tough luck, I’ve been trying to figure out the answer for this question myself. Frankly, even though I’ve always said that I know everything about myself, this boy suddenly comes up and shatters everything I believed about me.
He proved to me that even a cold-blooded murderer such as I, can still feel human emotions.
Whenever I see him, he makes it seem like my dead heart is pumping blood again. Whenever I hear his angelic voice, he makes it seem like the color is coming back to my already pale cheeks.
He makes me feel… alive.
At first, he looked like any other human to me who I can easily kill without any second thoughts. He was just a poor little kid, homeless and so vulnerable. I could’ve ended his misery if I wanted to, draining him completely of his life energy, but I didn’t.
I’ve always believed that patience is a virtue and wait was what I did. I gave him several chances to continue living, holding back my hunger.
But as the days passed, I became more and more attached to him. Oftentimes, I would sneak up from a safe distance and would simply stare at him.
I knew I had to stop this at once. Vampires shouldn’t be having these kinds of emotions. I should’ve forgotten how to love, how to feel compassion for another being a long time ago. But surprisingly, these feelings keep popping up again.
It was awful.
I wasn’t used to feeling sorry for the boy when he laid down on the cold ground, shivering from the lack of warmth. I wasn’t supposed to have these urges to hug him, to hold him and tell him that everything would be all right.
It wasn’t in my nature to do that but I just couldn’t control my emotions.
And right now, as I stare at his motionless form, I’m having thoughts of turning him. I wanted to save him from this miserable world and let him live an eternal life with me.
This was a selfish decision and I know that.
One side of my head wanted to save him while the other side didn’t want to curse him forever.
In the end, I went with fulfilling my own wants… and that was to turning him into the undead.
I walked to his side and knelt down before lifting his frail body up. His thin form showing the results of obvious lack of food and sleep.
He could only look up at me with tired confused eyes. Don’t worry Toshiya. You won’t have to suffer anymore.
I leaned forward and sank my sharp fangs through his neck, piercing his tender skin.
It was at this moment when I was slowly drinking his life source that I realized… he wasn’t that different from my other victims.
Like my first impression on him, he was nothing but an ordinary kid.
Worthless.
Everything in my head was just the result of simple infatuation for the boy. All those feelings were just... lies.
Soon, his heart stopped beating and I felt him breathe out his last gasp of air before finally going to eternal slumber.
It just goes to show you…
Some things never change at all.
~owari~
Author’s notes: gwaaah… this was awful… x____x well… please feel free to leave a comment anyway!
Title: Some Things Never Change
Author: genkified_pyke
Rating: R
Genre: A.U./Angst
Theme: #16 Lies
Pairing: KyoxToshiya
Disclaimer: I do not own Kyo or Toshiya.
Summary: Kyo’s been a vampire for several centuries now and for the first time ever, he’s actually feeling another emotion toward someone other than lust for his blood.
Author’s notes: This was made for totchiaishiteru just because you love this pairing so much! ^^ Hope you like it! ^___^ Sorry if it’s not fluffy… ;____; I promise I’ll make a fluffy KyoxToshiya for you!
There he is.
Yes, that’s him. The boy I’ve been following for the past few weeks.
I know what you’re thinking. Why would a night walker like me be suddenly interested in this pathetic human.
Tough luck, I’ve been trying to figure out the answer for this question myself. Frankly, even though I’ve always said that I know everything about myself, this boy suddenly comes up and shatters everything I believed about me.
He proved to me that even a cold-blooded murderer such as I, can still feel human emotions.
Whenever I see him, he makes it seem like my dead heart is pumping blood again. Whenever I hear his angelic voice, he makes it seem like the color is coming back to my already pale cheeks.
He makes me feel… alive.
At first, he looked like any other human to me who I can easily kill without any second thoughts. He was just a poor little kid, homeless and so vulnerable. I could’ve ended his misery if I wanted to, draining him completely of his life energy, but I didn’t.
I’ve always believed that patience is a virtue and wait was what I did. I gave him several chances to continue living, holding back my hunger.
But as the days passed, I became more and more attached to him. Oftentimes, I would sneak up from a safe distance and would simply stare at him.
I knew I had to stop this at once. Vampires shouldn’t be having these kinds of emotions. I should’ve forgotten how to love, how to feel compassion for another being a long time ago. But surprisingly, these feelings keep popping up again.
It was awful.
I wasn’t used to feeling sorry for the boy when he laid down on the cold ground, shivering from the lack of warmth. I wasn’t supposed to have these urges to hug him, to hold him and tell him that everything would be all right.
It wasn’t in my nature to do that but I just couldn’t control my emotions.
And right now, as I stare at his motionless form, I’m having thoughts of turning him. I wanted to save him from this miserable world and let him live an eternal life with me.
This was a selfish decision and I know that.
One side of my head wanted to save him while the other side didn’t want to curse him forever.
In the end, I went with fulfilling my own wants… and that was to turning him into the undead.
I walked to his side and knelt down before lifting his frail body up. His thin form showing the results of obvious lack of food and sleep.
He could only look up at me with tired confused eyes. Don’t worry Toshiya. You won’t have to suffer anymore.
I leaned forward and sank my sharp fangs through his neck, piercing his tender skin.
It was at this moment when I was slowly drinking his life source that I realized… he wasn’t that different from my other victims.
Like my first impression on him, he was nothing but an ordinary kid.
Worthless.
Everything in my head was just the result of simple infatuation for the boy. All those feelings were just... lies.
Soon, his heart stopped beating and I felt him breathe out his last gasp of air before finally going to eternal slumber.
It just goes to show you…
Some things never change at all.
~owari~
Author’s notes: gwaaah… this was awful… x____x well… please feel free to leave a comment anyway!