And I won't waste a minute without you
The razors and the dying roses
Plead I don't leave you alone
The demi-gods and hungry ghosts
Oh God, God knows I am not at home
I'm starting to see some reason... no purpose to my pain. The longer I spend out her... here*
All the hate in me is getting burned out. It's what needs to happen. Deprivation is a great teacher. It shows you how much things mean to you. Let's you know what you really care about... honestly.
(there was a time in my life when i wouldn't let myself erase something once i wrote it... i'm bringing this back in this post. if you don't let yourself edit anything out you can't hide from yourself. your writing might become cluttered and even ugly... but honesty is beautiful.)
I remembered how much i love art tonight... it was exciting. I feel like my soul is putting itself back together and remembering how to be who i am.
piece by piece i'll be me again... i'll remember