Mar 13, 2008 03:45
It's 3:45 and I need an outlet, so here it is. My mind got ahead of me this week. I started thinking it was about to be friday, so in my head I started being ready to go home and recharge. It's about to be thursday and I have a peer critique today at 6. My prof wants me to put up my five prints for this assignment(of which one is ready, but it really takes me no time at all to make them) as well as my five from the last assignment for which I missed the critique. Stress level-wise this idea is murdering me internally, because if I can hold myself to a low mental standard while putting out good work I have control of my stress. But she insisted on hyping my last five prints up to the class over and over, thus teaching my stress management mind game the meaning of defenestration.
I had my theatre mid-term today. Easy as falling off a log. I could have responded to the essay questions having never attended class. It'll be nice to have a grade actually help my GPA for once so I look forward to the end of this semester. Though I'm sure Black & White Photography will help too, I'm less enthused about Russian but I'm sure I can get myself to shape up in that class(too much mindless homework... I tend to ignore mindless work).
Summer cannot come soon enough. I miss home very much. Not the physical place, I miss that slightly, but rather all the people that make home home. My world is, for the most part, pointless without this ridiculous lot of people.
Anyway hopefully spring break will give me the opportunity I need to see a few people I care about and thus recharge. For now I'll settle for my bed.