Jan 13, 2008 17:39
This weekend was an interesting haze of tequila and bullshitting around near school. Shawn, Scott and I had our first really serious talk about living together; which is really something I need to make sure works out 'cause it means Scott will being going back to school. Though I don't want to live down there over the summer, or at least not this summer.
I'm moving back on campus on the 16th and classes start the 22nd. I really hope I do better this semester. I have serious discipline issues. I need to find myself a camera.
I feel strange, I'm 22 and I feel like my life is just getting started. Almost like I haven't done anything yet.
When it comes to dating I have absolutely no motivation whatsoever. I keep going out with people and then just falling into this apathetic cycle of seeing them less, then talking to them less, then not interacting with them at all. I wish I would meet someone who would, I don't even know, I guess make me fall in love again. Life without love is just survival.