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[genkani]

Yay! My b-day is next week! I am so excited... well kind of. I am still not sure what I am doing for it. Probably not much. Maybe I'll just go on a magical adventure somewhere. Right now though I am in another tough situation. I know one of my friends likes me but I am not sure if I like him back or not. I am trying to look for the signs but it is hard. It is probably going to take me a few days to completely know for sure. I mean I have been feeling soconfused lately about myself. Why do I do the things I do? Why do I feel the way I feel? And what am I feeling?... half the time I don't even know the answers to these basic questions. You know who I need? I need Ethan, my all knowing friend who can help me in any situation... I wish he was online right now but unfortunately he isn't. Oh well...

Love
Julie