what a horrible dream!

[genivieve6]

When I woke up this morning I was seriously terrified. I drempt that I got pregnant and had a little boy. In my dream he was precious! But when I held him I started breaking down! And all I could think about was that I never wanted to have a child. He came out of nowhere, I have these stretch marks the size of a quarter; And had no idea how I was going to raise him.
The thing with me is that I love kids and everything; but I cannot fathom having one of my own. This dream scared the shit out of me! What the hell does it mean?!