ThE eLeMeNt

[genitalwarts]

The element is so amazing, its the only place where I feel whole, and respect myself.  Its a wonderful feeling.  The words in the music described my feelings so perfectly...."Im falling on my knees, offering all of me.  Jesus you are all this heart is living for.  Your all I want, Your all I need, Your everything...everything." Wow is all I can say

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what a surprise

[killa_glock]

sam i can't believe the person you have become! i know we don't talk anymore but judging by your journals idon't think we would get along that much anyway. you have become the person you never wanted to be and the person that your mom always wanted you to be. you let her take control and determine whom it is you are. even though religion and jesus is bullshit, i'm happy that you have something to believe in i guess. i really think you should take a break from everything though and see who you want to be while you still are young enough and have the chance to do so. i mean tell me if i'm wrong and this is how you've wanted it all the time, on your knees praying to some false icon that gives you hope and wastes your time. the friends you make at the element aren't true friends but instead they are brainwashed to brainwash.be different, be yourself and don't act, dress, or look a certain way for anyone. your past few journals piss me off and are just complete bullshit.revolt samantha be the person you want to be, be differnt by being yourself. determine your own future and stop looking in that fiction story book (the bible) for an answer!

Re: what a surprise

[arayofclouds]

Maybe she wants to be who she is, maybe she has been working toward that goal. Maybe you are the bullshit here. You need some serious hope in your life, dont put her down for being who she wants to be. She wouldnt do soemthing she didnt want too. Sam has never needed acceptance, the only person who needs to accept her is herself. And i am her true friend. Nothing you say, and nothing you post can ever change that. Dont go typing things in journals to make people feel bad. Dont read it if you dont like it...

God Bless You.

Re: what a surprise

[arayofclouds]

Im sorry for being an asshole but sam is a genuine person. Why do you care what she does? I dont get what you think your going to accomplish by trying to make her feel bad about loving god... but yeah you really should try to go to thelement it opens up minds & hearts. Maybe youll change your mind.

Re: what a surprise

[killa_glock]

i wasn't trying to make her feel bad i was telling her what i thought. i used to know her (or at least i thought i did) i used to hang out with her before you corrupted her with your false ideas and your "god". i'm glad she has friends and something to believe in but i just wanted her to think about it first and see if it is right... you brought her to the element and showed her that said of the story and i was trying to tell her the other side. no need to get defensive the comment wasn't posted for you to respond to anyway.