vacancy.
I think I've learned a lot the past 4 - 5 days...
you can't fight reality, because it will beat your ass every time.
the walls you've been building for a life time can shatter just like glass if someone throws you an unexpected left curve.
we're made to believe lust has some appeal, I think, but when you look closely... there's nothing attractive about it at all when you have love.
I'm loosing touch. I never come online. I rarely ever see my friends anymore. I tried to move back home, but that's not possible now that I have school and work over on this side of town... and even if I did move home I'd have the same bills to pay except 1/2 an electric bill... Plus, Mark flipped. I don't know why... I wasn't leaving HIM... just getting sick of playing house. I'm not an adult yet... not mentally... who were we kidding?
I have to take the dog out... bye. write again in a few weeks if I have time! *urgh*
you can't fight reality, because it will beat your ass every time.
the walls you've been building for a life time can shatter just like glass if someone throws you an unexpected left curve.
we're made to believe lust has some appeal, I think, but when you look closely... there's nothing attractive about it at all when you have love.
I'm loosing touch. I never come online. I rarely ever see my friends anymore. I tried to move back home, but that's not possible now that I have school and work over on this side of town... and even if I did move home I'd have the same bills to pay except 1/2 an electric bill... Plus, Mark flipped. I don't know why... I wasn't leaving HIM... just getting sick of playing house. I'm not an adult yet... not mentally... who were we kidding?
I have to take the dog out... bye. write again in a few weeks if I have time! *urgh*