Nov 26, 2006 20:45
GAH! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!!
Ember just left a few weeks ago and I've been lonely so it's only natural I ask a friend to come over...well actually...she asked me...for dance lessons.
We waltzed.
And I...I think I felt something.
B-but...I don't WANT to feel anything. I love Ember...don't I?
I can't think. I keep replaying tonight in my head and trying to make senese of it or play it off...and it's not working.
I worked too hard to save Ember to loose that...but can I really deny my own emotions...after all...I am a being of fire...someone ruled by passions...can I really deny myself love.
Ember...I wish you were here.