Omg
It's the bitter taste of losing everything I've held so dear...
I feel so disgusting. I can't believe Sareet would do this to me.
We weren't dancing for mentally disabled children like she said. We were dancing for full grown, male, SEX OFFENDERS. I'm sobbing right now. Of course she and her daughter didn't dance but we had to. And I had to do a drum solo and during it, they were making these horrible comments to me. I am so upset. I was about to cry during the solo. And then we had to dance with people in the audience at the end, so I grab the first two year old I see and dance with her. But then this guy comes up to me and starts pulling my skirt off.
I am NOT going back to that class. I looked at Sareet like a protective figure and then she does this to me.
God...
I feel better now. I just went and took a loooooooooooooong shower after I said "God...". I just feel so betrayed you know? And now my parents are freaking out that one of them followed us home and they're going to start stalking me now...Sigh.
Wow...While I was in the shower I got the greatest comments from the dancers in the belly dance community :) It made me smile. I'm glad that not all dancers are like...her *frowns*.
And I thought I'd found a safe, fun dance community...
Silly me.
I feel so disgusting. I can't believe Sareet would do this to me.
We weren't dancing for mentally disabled children like she said. We were dancing for full grown, male, SEX OFFENDERS. I'm sobbing right now. Of course she and her daughter didn't dance but we had to. And I had to do a drum solo and during it, they were making these horrible comments to me. I am so upset. I was about to cry during the solo. And then we had to dance with people in the audience at the end, so I grab the first two year old I see and dance with her. But then this guy comes up to me and starts pulling my skirt off.
I am NOT going back to that class. I looked at Sareet like a protective figure and then she does this to me.
God...
I feel better now. I just went and took a loooooooooooooong shower after I said "God...". I just feel so betrayed you know? And now my parents are freaking out that one of them followed us home and they're going to start stalking me now...Sigh.
Wow...While I was in the shower I got the greatest comments from the dancers in the belly dance community :) It made me smile. I'm glad that not all dancers are like...her *frowns*.
And I thought I'd found a safe, fun dance community...
Silly me.