The world I'm in now...
Is anyone really easily influenced by what you read? I am. Not that it changes what I think, but it changes how I think. I very easily switch into the thought pattern of what ever character I am primarily reading about. It doesnt mean I think the same thoughts as them, just the pattern, vocab, you know. Anyway, I have been reading Transmet. If anyone knows that, they know the world that I am in right now. I FUCKING love it. But it is making my brain come up with a lot of shit that i cant really say, or to start saying shit that I shouldnt. It's fun. I am now on a long, thorough road to defiling everything I know, but all in the name of social reform. Its' freeing because now I dont feel so alone in my utter hatred of the world, yet never seasing quest to help it. I take that back, I dont really hate the world. Just alot of the people in it. Ahhh! The oscillation between complete compassion and reckless disregard. Feels good. Dont it?