Jun 10, 2006 18:39
yes....no...er...time, not space. uh, I have no idea what you're talking about.
you can't deal with the infinate nature can you?
I am an emotional wreck. I feel like the woman from the film. the blonde. who goes nuts in her bonnet. only my heartbreak has an african ailment an an african remedy. today was so emotionally exhausting. I had to start holding my head as I listened to the youth tell the stories of how they were infected, when they were tested, how their parents refused to let them be tested, how they face their disease, how they are afraid to have children, how their babies have rashes across their bodies, and how they refuse to stop living. it is too much for me alone. I need friends and family to lean on, and I am needing the familiarity of recognizable faces and touches so much. I need to pull myself together.