its late. early. i don't know.
sad feeling in the pit of my stomach, but it will pass because it has to. it's hard readjusting to being around someone you've loved and missed when you're on their turf, or at least on turf with which they are more familiar.
i need to lay on the beach and read, really start enjoying myself. not that i haven't been - that's not the case at all. i just don't like all the smog here in bangkok. i want to have clearer thoughts again, write more, say more.
leaving for pukhet in a few hours, and hopefully there will be relaxation there. i need some alone time, i think. i'm not feeling much like myself - too...something. not sure what. too lacking in self-confidence tight now maybe? i'll think more on it.
i need to lay on the beach and read, really start enjoying myself. not that i haven't been - that's not the case at all. i just don't like all the smog here in bangkok. i want to have clearer thoughts again, write more, say more.
leaving for pukhet in a few hours, and hopefully there will be relaxation there. i need some alone time, i think. i'm not feeling much like myself - too...something. not sure what. too lacking in self-confidence tight now maybe? i'll think more on it.