Dec 01, 2006 12:36
#1. I am going back to church on Sunday. I finally feel like i've found somewhere good - i shall wait and see what it's really like during a service on Sunday. I have been wanting to return for a few months now, but this week has really kicked me hard into understanding, and it is now no lnger optional.
#2. In light of #1, it has been made extremely clear to me that i should not let the people who matter to me be in any way uncertain of how much they matter to me, and how much i love them.
As such, i have asked Pippa, Sarah and Alice to be bridesmaids at my wedding. I could not do such an improtant thing withouth my best friends there beside me to share it with me.
And to all of those who know who you are, adn i shall not list you but trust you know, I love you indescribably, and will endeavour to tell you all personally over the next few weeks. Please dont ever feel that just becasue i ont see you very often, that i dont love you. I do.