how things change
As a teen i never believed in love at first sight but i did believe in lust at first sight..but how that all changed when she walked into my life that day at WH. That day was the first time i feel in love with someone without getting to know them. There was just something about her the way she looked at me..i was sitting there thinking to myself i could look into those eyes for the rest of my life. i had givin up on love after the last girl i was involved with. But something inside me was saying to give this girl a chance so i did and i am so happy i did. Because i found the one person i thought i would never find the person i want to spend the rest of my life with. i cant imagine not being with her. my heart longs to be near her to feel her warmth to smell her hair..to take all of her in when she is near so that when i am away from her i can just close my eyes and feel, smell, see and hear her all at once.. my heart had started to grow cold and my body numb and she came along to breathe life into me.. i am so lucky to have met someone like her. i know there are going to be times that are hard and more than likely i will be the one who causes them.. but its not because i dont care i am male and thats what we do we make things hard..we piss you off and do things that upset you and i am sorry that i have done that..but to lose her would be the death of me..i can not see myself with anyone but her and would do anything to make her happy. i would give me own life to grant her immortality.. i wish i could give all that she deserves but i cant...maybe one day..but for now i will worship the ground she walks on and love her with all my being.. i will let her know how beautiful and sexy she is everyday even though she doesnt think so.. i will tell her that i love her no matter how upset i am with her or her with me.. i will support her anything she chooses to do even if i dont like it or agree with it..I love her for being her and that will always be