Of fandoms in passing
I seem to have had an obsessive compulsive thing going since I was very young. This often lands me into various fandoms. I've been thinking about the ones I'm most into recently. First of all, I put all my heart into them because they give me a happiness no one else and nothing else can. It can be expensive yes....why do I do this? Because existing fandoms are things in passing. Especially with bands....like they say, maybe in the next 5 years they'll disappear off the charts and there's no chance to experience it first hand ever again like now. I feel like I pretty much watched them grow up and grow big in the last few years. Something that takes your emotions, pushes it into the positive at every turn, and gives you a deep appreciation of living and life in general. I want to run with something so precious like that. I'm usually not a people-person....I hate people at times in fact, but when a group of people who show up in your life (not even directly), who can bring out the most positive outlook on life, make the most sense of people, and make you make a better decision to treat yourself better, appreciate both the big and little things in life.....that is something worth treasuring to me. I want to experience it fully. And seeing them work so hard over the years, it makes you proud to be part of their success, however small a contribution an individual makes. Dakara....ganbare, minna-san daisuki.