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I have to be at work at 8:00 and I just spent the last hour and a half walking aimlessly, trying to figure everything out. I ended up at a crossroads, both figuratively and literally, from a year ago. Try as I might none of it made sense. I tired to catagorize it. I made a list of everything that went wrong, of everything I would change if I could go back and before I was halfway through I had forgotten where I started. God I fucked up. How did this happen? It was all so perfect in the snow...