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Well, school is not going well at all, and there are alot of other things im not very proud of. Yes when its come to school ive always been very apathetic and lazy, but ive become that way with other things as well. I'm also not happy whatsoever with the person i feel that i am becoming. I'm slowly allowing myself to accept meaner things as either funny or not that big of a deal. I feel like im turning into a person i once saw and was disgraced with. I dont wanna feel this way any more, i wanna be able to focus on God, school and friends without having to worry about all the other crap i prioritize first. I think until im able to do this, i shouldnt be able to to recieve the love and care im bombarded but throw it away like its nothing. I just dont know what to do, but feel like im falling farther every day. I dont see myself getting on the internet for these kind of purposes for a while, so until then, Take care....