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Not much to say, i've been having trouble sleeping cuz i have a nasty cough. I might have bronchitis, who knows? Life has been fairly shity recently. Been over a year and a half since i've been involved with anyone i cared about. Haven't even dated since then. Bah, i'm lonely and bitter. Some days it is such a challenge to even get up. Its just the same BS everyday. Go to work, surf the internet, go home, play some video games, drink a little, pass out, rinse and repeat. The weekends aren't much better, then I just drink my self silly till I pass out in the closet. At least when i'm drunk i'm kinda happy. But i think it all relates back to the fact that i'm just lonely. I know eventually i'll find someone, but damn does waiting suck.
Recently got voluntold into doing another Audio-Visual presentation for AFRL. This time is for the whole majcom's anual awards. So basically if I fuck up, I get a 2 star general bitching me out. NO pressure though. At least its fairly easy as long as they get me all the pictures in time and tell me what kinda music they want it set to.
I really need to set up the internet and cable in my room, been kinda on halt since i cant find the cable modem and jason has my TV. someone apparently stole my ps2 as well. it hasn't been the best of times since i've been back. I think i'll call comcast today and just pay the fine for the modem. still, it would be nice to have cable. I told jason he had till the next pay check to give me back my TV and xbox wich is Feb. 1. If not I guess i'll just have to take it back, wich i dont wanna do cuz he's my boy but I need my TV.
Life is stressfull, especially when the only way u have to unwind is a bottle full of self distruction.
That was almost peotic, I'm sure Ash will enjoy that.
Recently got voluntold into doing another Audio-Visual presentation for AFRL. This time is for the whole majcom's anual awards. So basically if I fuck up, I get a 2 star general bitching me out. NO pressure though. At least its fairly easy as long as they get me all the pictures in time and tell me what kinda music they want it set to.
I really need to set up the internet and cable in my room, been kinda on halt since i cant find the cable modem and jason has my TV. someone apparently stole my ps2 as well. it hasn't been the best of times since i've been back. I think i'll call comcast today and just pay the fine for the modem. still, it would be nice to have cable. I told jason he had till the next pay check to give me back my TV and xbox wich is Feb. 1. If not I guess i'll just have to take it back, wich i dont wanna do cuz he's my boy but I need my TV.
Life is stressfull, especially when the only way u have to unwind is a bottle full of self distruction.
That was almost peotic, I'm sure Ash will enjoy that.