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I was almost beaten up by some big black guy today. I met him in the hall and he started saying random things like 'you rememba me? huh? faggit. you gay, muthafucka? you a fuckin kweer? huh? you want to fight me?' were his exact words. then he started hopping at me with his fists. ok, can you picture a 250 lbs. black skinhead in my face about to pulverize me? 'yes, I'm a faggit. I'm queer.' I replied. the first thing I thought of was screaming at the top of my lungs so he would go away. who's going to fight you if you're screaming like a girl? instead of screaming I just walked away. afterwards I replayed the sequence in my head. I decided that if I ever met him again I would walk up to him and tell him to punch me right in the face. if it's going to make him feel better to beat me up, then do it. I won't stop him.