Hurrying along despite his hangover, Jay felt pressed for time. It was his day to do the sweeping, and the floor of the foyer was covered with bits of tree and evergreen needles from the decorations that had been hung. Since he had been named Chief of Mall Security he also had a long list of security details to go over before the wedding. He'd
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It took a few extra minutes for him to do his markings today since he wanted something slightly different for the wedding. Even now it seemed odd not to have the big Techno marking on his forehead. It felt like a part of him was missing, but at the same time he was ashamed of some of the things he had done as a Techno. He had been young and foolish when he joined them; naive in his belief in Ram and the promises that had been made to him. All that time he'd told himself that what he was doing was a necessary evil, but looking back now he could see that it was just evil, and he had just been a pawn. He met his own eyes in the mirror and felt an inner revulsion. His head dropped, turning gently from side to side, his hands braced on the edge of the cold, white sink, disgusted with himself for having been taken in. He took a long jagged breath, straightened up, and finished with his markings. You cannot change the past, nor know the future, all you can do is try to be the best person that you can be in the present. Every day he tried to be a better person than he had been the day before. He didn't always manage it, but he tried.
After cleaning the small mess he'd made in the bathroom, Jay took his gear back to his room. Ebony was still not in the room, and he was beginning to get worried. He hadn't run into her all day, and he'd been all over the mall and the office complex. It was very odd and disconcerting. If he didn't know that there were multiple guards at every possible entrance to the mall he might be even more concerned. Nevertheless, he quickly checked the public rooms on the upper floor looking for her, asking a few people if they had seen her with no luck. Then he started down the stairs, his view of the lower floor obscured by the wedding decorations. With a twinge he remembered the discussion he'd had with Sal about the decorations earlier, arguing that they were actually a security risk since you couldn't see from one level to the next. Sal won out, but he had increased the number of guards to compensate. A huge wave of relief washed over him as he spotted Ebony on the lower level, but his breath caught in his throat. As he moved down the stairs towards her, he realized even from this distance that he'd made a wise choice in leaving his shirt un-tucked.
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