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went out last night. got drunk. felt like shit. Everytime I've gone drinking lately I've just ended up depressed. I went outside to try to call someone to talk about it and ended up with two voicemails and the realization that I couldn't call the other three people I wanted to call.
maybe if I'm going to actually try to change myself and feel better, drinking should go to the wayside. I was planning on staying in town Friday night to go to someones party but now I don't think I should. Turns out that a guy I thought was cute thinks I'm scary. That's always a nice reaction for someone to have.
Although I am sure it is justified. Everything is justified.
maybe if I'm going to actually try to change myself and feel better, drinking should go to the wayside. I was planning on staying in town Friday night to go to someones party but now I don't think I should. Turns out that a guy I thought was cute thinks I'm scary. That's always a nice reaction for someone to have.
Although I am sure it is justified. Everything is justified.