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[gendelovely]

I've been on a weird low self-esteem streak recently. I hate when I can't stop criticizing myself and then concluding that everyone around me must agree with those criticisms. I also hate that I let that absurd conclusion affect me as much as it does. Self-confidence shouldn't be dependent on reinforcement from others, but right now I feel like mine is.

Ugh. Enough emo babbling. I want sunshine and skirts and flip-flops and swinging benches again. This endless grey winter business can just go die.