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I've come to the conclusion that I'm trying to kill myself.
First I burn myself via scalding.
Then I work over 60 hours a week.
Then I ride around on a snowmachine without being healed.
Then I break through the ice.
And I feel like I'm forgetting an injury just immediately pre-burn. It's just been one damn thing after another.
Other thing I noticed is I have a metric crap-ton of vacation time saved up that I never use. I work too hard, too long, and take almost no time off.
And now I'm sleeping 4 hours, waking up, and then sleeping in 10 minute bursts.
I whinge. Actually, things are okay. Life is good. I have money. I have food (when I remember to eat). I love my job. I love my friends. I just need to try to kill myself a little less.
I think I'm going to start by first remembering to eat dinner tonight.
First I burn myself via scalding.
Then I work over 60 hours a week.
Then I ride around on a snowmachine without being healed.
Then I break through the ice.
And I feel like I'm forgetting an injury just immediately pre-burn. It's just been one damn thing after another.
Other thing I noticed is I have a metric crap-ton of vacation time saved up that I never use. I work too hard, too long, and take almost no time off.
And now I'm sleeping 4 hours, waking up, and then sleeping in 10 minute bursts.
I whinge. Actually, things are okay. Life is good. I have money. I have food (when I remember to eat). I love my job. I love my friends. I just need to try to kill myself a little less.
I think I'm going to start by first remembering to eat dinner tonight.