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today was my first awkward day around brandon since everything's happened
it was hard, really hard, we went at it a couple of times, but overall i think we had a good day?
he's going to be an excellant pirate...
i had to get him back to lansing by 4:30, got him there at 3:15...he and megan had to go to novi to pick up plane tickets, she won a contest and they get four round trip tickets....
they're going to vegas...a place i wanted to take him...kind of breaks my heart a bit more knowing he's going with someone else.
he tried to make things better by saying that if lansing doesn't work out he'd come back to waterford...but we all know that with my luck lansing will work out perfectly and eventually we'll dissappear from one another...not something i want...
yeah, i'm still praying that by some miracle we'll fall back into love...
what kind of a lie am i living?
he's still in my heart,
and he's burrowing deeper
into the core of me
sleeping so soundly in my organs
listening to the music of my breathing
and then he awakes with anger and fire
turning me inside out
i'm internally bleeding
and i still have no doubt
that it's because i love him
kill me
it was hard, really hard, we went at it a couple of times, but overall i think we had a good day?
he's going to be an excellant pirate...
i had to get him back to lansing by 4:30, got him there at 3:15...he and megan had to go to novi to pick up plane tickets, she won a contest and they get four round trip tickets....
they're going to vegas...a place i wanted to take him...kind of breaks my heart a bit more knowing he's going with someone else.
he tried to make things better by saying that if lansing doesn't work out he'd come back to waterford...but we all know that with my luck lansing will work out perfectly and eventually we'll dissappear from one another...not something i want...
yeah, i'm still praying that by some miracle we'll fall back into love...
what kind of a lie am i living?
he's still in my heart,
and he's burrowing deeper
into the core of me
sleeping so soundly in my organs
listening to the music of my breathing
and then he awakes with anger and fire
turning me inside out
i'm internally bleeding
and i still have no doubt
that it's because i love him
kill me