Jan 27, 2002 11:20
have you ever been thru an extremely stressful period of time and tried soo hard to mantain a normal balance of worry and stress and everything else
and then when the time period was over..you just collapse and break down..realizing just how stressed, scared be it or worried you really were...realizing how much you boggled down deep somewhere so no one..not even yourself.. could find...thinking it was a fairly normal week or watever...then the day its done..
comes the release..
and what can you do then? everything you wanted to say to worry about to be so scared of it coming out ..in the form of tears, words, pictures, emotions watever..and its so intense and imense that you cant believe you didnt know..
that itself is almost scarier than what you were scared of.
well. maybe its just me that has that happen..or had. sigh. im so glad the week is over.
i can breathe again