It's over!!!

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i cant believe it. work experience is over. it was one of the best weeks of my life. god im crying writing this. i kinda said goodbye 2 ryan, i gave him another lolly n told him 2 b good. then i had 2 walk away cso i was cryin 2 much. god i miss him already. i got a picture off abigail but ryan didnt draw 1 so i didnt ask him 4 one. i feel so lonely rite now. loz is in spain, zoe jus left, craig is out n mam is in work. god. im gonna phone lau after. The scammels gave me a card n some chocs so dats gd. da kids liked da sweets. i jus wish it wasn't over! sayin goodbye 2 them was sooooooooooo hard. im neva gonna b able 2 cope thsi year wen i ave 2 say goodbye 2 my mates. god. so. im listenin 2 time of my life now. nd its makin me cry harder. it was such a gd day as wel. definatly one of da best ever! god i luv those kids to bits. i dont wanna go bak 2 skool. how will i b happy wen ill jus b thinkin like, rtite now i'd b doin maths, or readin wid ryan or playin wid blocks wid mason or summit. god i ave 2 stop nbow cos im gettin worse!
im just gutted, seriously gutted.