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[gemstonefile]

You make me sick
This is a compliment
My stomach churns violently
at the thought of never seeing you

Ever again

You make me sick
In the morning when you are unreachable
unnatainable
Closed and silent
Proud and beautiful

I'm nauseated each minute
that passes by
that you leave behind
another victim
Sincerely
doubting my choices

Severely
anxious to learn more about myself
to Exceed my expectations
To never doubt myself
Fucking ever
again.