I've realized that everyone who lives will someday die and die alone
"collect call to home, tell them that I've realized that everyone who lives will someday die and die alone" -Brand New (i will play my game beneath the spin light)
There are a lot of cool new people at Avalon this year. (There are also some new people that I don't think of very highly) And there are so many people that I want to get to know or become better friend with. I am just so busy and I'm kind of insecure sometimes. Sometimes I'm a little afraid of being rejected, ya know... asking someone to hang out and they're thinking 'why the hell is she asking me?' I don't know, I'm just weird. But other times I feel slightly more confident. I'm thinkin, hey i'm a pretty cool person and i enjoy being me, and i think other people might enjoy being around me as well. Those times are more fun. heh
I am feeling a bit helpless about my book right now. I can't figure out how to do the front cover, and until i do that, i can't go forward with m book. And I need to get it out SOON! I wanted to be selling it by January at the latest. But I still have to get the InDesign program and play with that and then redo my layout stuff to make it fit the way it needs to be when i fold up the signatures! Eeep! I just want people to read my book. If I wait too long, there won't be time to market and sell. Oh and I'm going to post another excerpt soon, so be looking for that! Maybe I'll post that tonight!
~Jen
oh, and this lil thing has been floating around the live journals and i thought i'd post it and if anyone wants to fill it out for me they can...
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. What makes me happy?
9. What makes me sad?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Do you think I could kill someone?
16. Describe me in one word.
17. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
18. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
19. Do I make you randy, baby Yeah!? (j/k!)
There are a lot of cool new people at Avalon this year. (There are also some new people that I don't think of very highly) And there are so many people that I want to get to know or become better friend with. I am just so busy and I'm kind of insecure sometimes. Sometimes I'm a little afraid of being rejected, ya know... asking someone to hang out and they're thinking 'why the hell is she asking me?' I don't know, I'm just weird. But other times I feel slightly more confident. I'm thinkin, hey i'm a pretty cool person and i enjoy being me, and i think other people might enjoy being around me as well. Those times are more fun. heh
I am feeling a bit helpless about my book right now. I can't figure out how to do the front cover, and until i do that, i can't go forward with m book. And I need to get it out SOON! I wanted to be selling it by January at the latest. But I still have to get the InDesign program and play with that and then redo my layout stuff to make it fit the way it needs to be when i fold up the signatures! Eeep! I just want people to read my book. If I wait too long, there won't be time to market and sell. Oh and I'm going to post another excerpt soon, so be looking for that! Maybe I'll post that tonight!
~Jen
oh, and this lil thing has been floating around the live journals and i thought i'd post it and if anyone wants to fill it out for me they can...
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. What makes me happy?
9. What makes me sad?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Do you think I could kill someone?
16. Describe me in one word.
17. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
18. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
19. Do I make you randy, baby Yeah!? (j/k!)