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[gemsmith777]

*whispers*

Notice me. Notice me. Notice me. Notice me. Notice me.

Please notice me?

Just a little?

I'm trying really hard to not be who I was.

Maybe if I try harder you'll notice me.

Maybe if I cover this bruise

Or pretend I'm this

Or pretend I don't care

Or pretend I don't hurt

Maybe then you'll notice me?

What do I have to do?
What do I have to give?
What game do I have to play?
How do I need to change?

I'd do it all.

just for you to notice me.

Child 1
Adult 0

But it's funny
nobody ever wins anyway.