Oct 10, 2004 11:45
Once upon a time (ok, so my sister was in K-4 at PMS) My parents were called in for a conference.
-"You're child won't stop singing in class."- they said.
My mother asked what was wrong with my sister singing.
-"Well she does it all the time. We can't control it."
To which my mother replied, "So you're telling me my daughter is chronically happy and that you want me to shut her up?"
So last night at the Pub, I had an awesome time. I didn't get drunk at all. It was awesome. Just a bunch of people dancing, hanging out, and having a good time. Then around 2 am (I think) the DJ comes downstairs and tells me how he has been watching me all night and how happy I seem and what a good time I'm having and how he would like to buy me a shot because he loves when people have a good time when he is DJ-ing. I was amused and extremely flattered. See, the sarcastic at times bitchy daughter can have a good time. lol.
Friday was pretty much spent hanging out, getting some work done, playing raquetball, rehearsal, and then going out. Discovered the concept of Pregaming. It definatley works and is cheaper.
Yesterday I woke up at noon, got food, hung out, went to rehearsal, ordered Chinese and went downtown.
My parents keep asking about where I go at night, etc. When I was at home I told them about the Pub and Good Friends, and Vera Cruz. I really don't want to talk to them about going out because my mom said she was somewhat cool with me drinking 'a drink or 2 occasionally...' yeah right. She spazzed out when I told her my favorite drink is Diet Coke and Amaretto. I really don't want to get into detail with them. I've always liked that space between them and my social life. They know what I let them know, and that's it. I really don't need the alcoholism lecture (I'm not an alcoholic... ugh) or how I shouldn't go out too much, or hear my mother ask for the gazillionth time why I haven't found a nice Jewish boy yet. My new philosophy is, if I find one at this time, I do, if not, whatever. I spent all of high school bemoaning the fact I didn't have a boyfriend and what did it get me?
Andrew- whom I will always be greatful to, but we were too different. We both still had to grow up.
Justin- say it with me now, rebound/what the fuck was I thinking?
Ben- only happened because of desparation... my key problem.
I really just want to have fun now. I will always be the girl my parents love, but I also want the chance to do what I want to do, stop being Miss Damn, Goodie Two Shoes (which I think I have successfully accomplished) and carpe diem- it for a while. Ok, I'm done venting for now.