I'm broken

[gemmiesky]

Probably for good.. fibromyalgia and uncontrolled type ll diabetes..I'm on medication and monitoring my blood sugar and trying to be very mindful of my foods and everything, but something down deep feels so broken. I hope I can figure it all out. I know I didn't get this way overnight and it won't be fixed that fast either, but this journey seems like its going to take forever and doesn't seem like there is a safe place anywhere out there.. hopefully I start making sense of all of this soon.. Its driving me completely bonkers lol

Also, the puppy broke but the nice people at the emergency vet are fixing him up right nicely. :)