Jun 19, 2002 17:30
It feels like I haven't updated for ages but actually it has only been a few days. I haven't really been doing that much. Planning my 'student' look for Oxford visit tomorrow. Its not going well really. Mainly because I don't have that many cool clothes.
Everyone seems to be rather melancholy in their journals at the moment. I know why it is. And I feel it too. But I don't really have a right to those feelings. But then that doesn't make sense with any of my other philosophies regarding emotion and everyone's right to whatever thoughts they have. And I keep getting in a big mess with words. They keep leading me around in circles and sentences tie me up in knots. I don't understand anymore.
Don't you think it should be part of a parents job to make allowances for their children? My mum always says I'm not making any allowances for your behaviour. But surely tolerance is, like, in the job description. Just a random thought.
Anyway (just typed a random hash and deleted it there btw) I'd better go and make use of this time by researching Sylvia Plath for Key skills. I'm worried that I am so willing to actually do that.