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I haven't updated in ages. I really haven't had that much time and when i have i just couldn't be bothered. Nothing much has happened recently. I have been busy trying to keep on top of school work and things, which i should be doing now to be honest, but i just can't be bothered with it anymore. I am a bit worried about school at the minute to be honest because i am falling back into my i really can't be arsed with this shit mode. Really, it's not the best time for this to be happening. I realised the other day that we only have a few weeks left at school untill we leave for the summer which means that we will be gong to uni in a few months. The thought of this horrifies me completly. I am not ready for this shit. I really need to start sorting out between my three uni's that i really want to go to. I mean i think i have my first choice but i am afraid of putting it as my first choice incase i don't get in that one then i will be gutted. I also don't know if i want to move far away anymore i don't think i can handle it. But maybe it would be for the best. A new start. i need to go and look at all three but i can't. Notts is on tuesday and i am going to London on that day so i am buggered i have just got t guess. I mean i know what the course is because of UCAS and that but i want to know what it will be like where i am going to be living for the next three years of my life. Anyway no more talk of uni because i just get depressed. I am gonna go do my history work i think because it won't get done whilever i am messing about here.
Goodbye xx
Goodbye xx