Necessary evil..
Jesse considers "talks" with me a necessary evil.
My days have been eventful, even my nights have been.
Saturday/Sunday shifts are ALWAYS 9 hours.
Friday and Today I worked overtime.
I probably will end up doing the same tomorrow..
And probably most EVERY day. Until we hire enough people so I can have a 4day workweek.
Grandma showed up at work.. apparently a week without a phone and everyone and their brother has been trying to get in touch with me. I hardly even get calls or texts, but all I keep hearing from friends and family is, "I tried calling you!" or "Did you get my text message??" like, 10 times!
My grandma wanted to make sure I wasnt dead. My mom was alittle worried since she knew I was sorta sick the last couple weeks.
My feet are getting sore, the pain from my knee is spreading... thats ungood.
I make fun od D's taste in music at work alot. Today his choice was Shania Twain. Does he really expect me to respect his pop-country music tastes?! BAH!
Lots of big sales and redeems today... so I ended the day with like $700+ in my till.. and being as how I probably gave out that much from my till today doing loans... thats pretty impressive to still end up with that much.
Im late getting to bed again, even though Im so tired. But Im also in the midst of a Feelings Storm, and its impossible to sleep, no matter how much you want to. Im feeling all sad and depressed and hurt and pissed over "old" stuff...
And, and, and....
*smacks lips* Thirsty.
Im walking around 10 hours a day, minimum, and only eating one meal a day.. which means that my one meal is now HUGE. Im usually a bit of a bird,.. a 12oz can of non-condensed soup filling me up,.. etc... but the other night I had 3 helpings! 3!! Usually I dont even finish my first. I even had room for ice cream...
Mmm,.. ice cream...
My grandmother gave me a half-gallon of margarine... *shrugs*
When she said she had extra, I didn't think she meant an extra ECONOMY-SIZED TUB!
Grandma also gave me 1/4th of a watermelon. OOO! And some zucchini bread!
Mmmm,... she has a recipe for zucchini bread with crushed pineapple... mmmm
So,... thirsty!
Im going to be dead on my feet tomorrow...
If Jesse thought I was lazy BEFORE a job where I was walking 8.5 hours a day minimum, just wait till this weekend! I think I shall hire someone to move me between the couch and the bed. Maybe if I pay extra they'll carry me to/from the bathroom, too.... Hmmm,...
I think I just need a mini rickshaw of sorts. Jesse could pull it!
Alex once had an idea where I would be displayed on a lounge and carried around by four buff hot men, where I could brazenly point out people I wanted to sleep with who would be tackled to the ground and brought to me,... dirty, sweaty, panting and half naked... Mmmmm,... I like Alex's thinking.
But I suppose I can settle for sitting on the couch and cuddling with clean half-naked/half-asleep Jesse. If I HAVE to;)
I dont know where my hairbrush is.
I have no brushed my hair in almost a week.
Wait. Longer.
My hair has not been fully brushed out for over a week.
Ew.
Its not all that ratty,.. if I had a comb I could do it.
I should buy a replacement brush.. but as soon as I do Ill find my favorite one that I love. Fucknuts.
Must put money on phone to call Tim!
And Jesse/Rashonda. They are lonely.
Havent been to sleep before 2am all week.
Still getting up between 5 and 6am though. Suck.
But today I went back to sleep till 7:45, which was nice.
I sure hope Jesse's present comes in time...
I try to ignore little things, but they keep hurting me.
I wish there was more consciousness during comfy sleep.. so you could really ENJOY it. It feels so good to fall asleep,... it should feel that good the whole time.
O, and Jesse's Dad's smithy is looking quite workable now! I'll have him send me some pics of some of the things he's making.
Noone likes a particular artistic statue he made... I love it. Everyone else seems to consider it "obscene"... but it reminds me of ancient fertility figures in ancient tribal cultures... only with rebar and horseshoes... ;) Steve seems to have really taken to blacksmithing and it sounds like he's working on something nearly every day! I need my drivers license just so I can visit more often and get lessons and learn together!
Fire is fun. Metal so hot it sets OTHER things on fire is even better.
My days have been eventful, even my nights have been.
Saturday/Sunday shifts are ALWAYS 9 hours.
Friday and Today I worked overtime.
I probably will end up doing the same tomorrow..
And probably most EVERY day. Until we hire enough people so I can have a 4day workweek.
Grandma showed up at work.. apparently a week without a phone and everyone and their brother has been trying to get in touch with me. I hardly even get calls or texts, but all I keep hearing from friends and family is, "I tried calling you!" or "Did you get my text message??" like, 10 times!
My grandma wanted to make sure I wasnt dead. My mom was alittle worried since she knew I was sorta sick the last couple weeks.
My feet are getting sore, the pain from my knee is spreading... thats ungood.
I make fun od D's taste in music at work alot. Today his choice was Shania Twain. Does he really expect me to respect his pop-country music tastes?! BAH!
Lots of big sales and redeems today... so I ended the day with like $700+ in my till.. and being as how I probably gave out that much from my till today doing loans... thats pretty impressive to still end up with that much.
Im late getting to bed again, even though Im so tired. But Im also in the midst of a Feelings Storm, and its impossible to sleep, no matter how much you want to. Im feeling all sad and depressed and hurt and pissed over "old" stuff...
And, and, and....
*smacks lips* Thirsty.
Im walking around 10 hours a day, minimum, and only eating one meal a day.. which means that my one meal is now HUGE. Im usually a bit of a bird,.. a 12oz can of non-condensed soup filling me up,.. etc... but the other night I had 3 helpings! 3!! Usually I dont even finish my first. I even had room for ice cream...
Mmm,.. ice cream...
My grandmother gave me a half-gallon of margarine... *shrugs*
When she said she had extra, I didn't think she meant an extra ECONOMY-SIZED TUB!
Grandma also gave me 1/4th of a watermelon. OOO! And some zucchini bread!
Mmmm,... she has a recipe for zucchini bread with crushed pineapple... mmmm
So,... thirsty!
Im going to be dead on my feet tomorrow...
If Jesse thought I was lazy BEFORE a job where I was walking 8.5 hours a day minimum, just wait till this weekend! I think I shall hire someone to move me between the couch and the bed. Maybe if I pay extra they'll carry me to/from the bathroom, too.... Hmmm,...
I think I just need a mini rickshaw of sorts. Jesse could pull it!
Alex once had an idea where I would be displayed on a lounge and carried around by four buff hot men, where I could brazenly point out people I wanted to sleep with who would be tackled to the ground and brought to me,... dirty, sweaty, panting and half naked... Mmmmm,... I like Alex's thinking.
But I suppose I can settle for sitting on the couch and cuddling with clean half-naked/half-asleep Jesse. If I HAVE to;)
I dont know where my hairbrush is.
I have no brushed my hair in almost a week.
Wait. Longer.
My hair has not been fully brushed out for over a week.
Ew.
Its not all that ratty,.. if I had a comb I could do it.
I should buy a replacement brush.. but as soon as I do Ill find my favorite one that I love. Fucknuts.
Must put money on phone to call Tim!
And Jesse/Rashonda. They are lonely.
Havent been to sleep before 2am all week.
Still getting up between 5 and 6am though. Suck.
But today I went back to sleep till 7:45, which was nice.
I sure hope Jesse's present comes in time...
I try to ignore little things, but they keep hurting me.
I wish there was more consciousness during comfy sleep.. so you could really ENJOY it. It feels so good to fall asleep,... it should feel that good the whole time.
O, and Jesse's Dad's smithy is looking quite workable now! I'll have him send me some pics of some of the things he's making.
Noone likes a particular artistic statue he made... I love it. Everyone else seems to consider it "obscene"... but it reminds me of ancient fertility figures in ancient tribal cultures... only with rebar and horseshoes... ;) Steve seems to have really taken to blacksmithing and it sounds like he's working on something nearly every day! I need my drivers license just so I can visit more often and get lessons and learn together!
Fire is fun. Metal so hot it sets OTHER things on fire is even better.