Apr 13, 2006 21:50
I SERIOUSLY thought things were gonna get better....this HURTS like a fucking bitch....i was ready i wanted you sooooo much i still do....i want to get married with you.....i had big dreams and hopes....YOU MEAN sooooooo much to me...
I hate myself.... i do!!!
I love you....but i made the step and you followed...so ...I guess this is it....i am seriously meant to be by myself....
I believe this from the bottom of my soul....You gave me your family....I have never had that....never been accepted by anyone in such a beautiful way.....I remember when your uncle talked to me and made me feel at home.....
I guess THIS IS IT!!!
Its the end of us???
WELL if soo.....its the end of everything for me