Paranoia
My Daily Horoscope
"Why does size matter so much? Everyone around here seems to think that bigger equals better, and you're buying into that myth, too. Maybe it's not so necessary to upgrade. One thing that you can't deny, though, is the big change that's coming your way. Be ready for what you realistically anticipate instead of dreaming about what should happen in a perfect world. Consider filling your tires with air instead of putting down roots. For maximum freedom to maneuver through this new landscape, stay out of sticky situations with other people. There's a lot of power in saying no."
Ya know....for the hell of it I read what my horoscope says for the day, and I take it into consideration when looking at how the day was spent. But they usually don't hit so close to home. It's cool thou. I think it's a blessing cause I needed to hear those words.
Blah. I go to the hospital tomorrow. I have to get a CT Scan on my abdominal area. I don't much like that idea. Plus I get the have this nice long IV needle stuck in my arm. I hate hospitals. I'm too young to be going to the hospital for shit like this.
Timmy is talking to another female. Ya know, I shouldn't care, but a little part of me really does still care alot. I miss him :|. But I know things would not work out to either's advantage. It's not just his fault though. I really do think I have relationship problems. It's very difficult for me to fully care about someone lately. I don't know what changed it.
I don't know what's happening to me. I don't like the person I am. The thing's I do are coming back to haunt me. It's crazy cause I feel like I'm going crazy. All the images I recieve are distorted. I'm trying to remember when I started forgetting everything, or not even paying attention to my surroundings. Then, I think I am doing something with my life, so I shouldn't be so hard on myself. Things are going to change. I don't know exactly how or when, but they will.
Ya know what I hate? The fact that I can't ever stop going for what I can't have. It's like my mind is saying, "no loretta, you know better," but when it comes down to it, the thought of what could be pops into my head. *le sigh*
"Why does size matter so much? Everyone around here seems to think that bigger equals better, and you're buying into that myth, too. Maybe it's not so necessary to upgrade. One thing that you can't deny, though, is the big change that's coming your way. Be ready for what you realistically anticipate instead of dreaming about what should happen in a perfect world. Consider filling your tires with air instead of putting down roots. For maximum freedom to maneuver through this new landscape, stay out of sticky situations with other people. There's a lot of power in saying no."
Ya know....for the hell of it I read what my horoscope says for the day, and I take it into consideration when looking at how the day was spent. But they usually don't hit so close to home. It's cool thou. I think it's a blessing cause I needed to hear those words.
Blah. I go to the hospital tomorrow. I have to get a CT Scan on my abdominal area. I don't much like that idea. Plus I get the have this nice long IV needle stuck in my arm. I hate hospitals. I'm too young to be going to the hospital for shit like this.
Timmy is talking to another female. Ya know, I shouldn't care, but a little part of me really does still care alot. I miss him :|. But I know things would not work out to either's advantage. It's not just his fault though. I really do think I have relationship problems. It's very difficult for me to fully care about someone lately. I don't know what changed it.
I don't know what's happening to me. I don't like the person I am. The thing's I do are coming back to haunt me. It's crazy cause I feel like I'm going crazy. All the images I recieve are distorted. I'm trying to remember when I started forgetting everything, or not even paying attention to my surroundings. Then, I think I am doing something with my life, so I shouldn't be so hard on myself. Things are going to change. I don't know exactly how or when, but they will.
Ya know what I hate? The fact that I can't ever stop going for what I can't have. It's like my mind is saying, "no loretta, you know better," but when it comes down to it, the thought of what could be pops into my head. *le sigh*