Babble

[geminifaerie]

I am a babbler. I talk about everything. I jump topics quite often. I will forget the point as to why I started telling a story. I am ok with this. I do tend to speak my own language. It is easy to find yiurself offended by what I hav said because I have choosen to not over think my thoughts.

Today I finally told a co-worker to shit or get off the pot. Ok, I was nicer than that about it, but it was the same idea.

I am me. A little crazy. A big dreamer with low self-esteem and little motivation within myself.

I hesiate too much, and n the process miss out on a lot. I wanted to see you dance around the ire, under the stars. I allowed my insecurities and a plethra of excuses to take away an oppertunity I may never get back.

I am queen at looking back on choices I have made and questioning my actions.

I m also grand at trying to not seem crazy and instead coming across as an idiot. Words ouy of my mouth are often followed by thoughts asking why did I just say that.

I am creative. Imagnative. I am hesitant. I am scared. I over think things. I talk big words with small actions. I want to be loved by everyone. Really I just want to love myself and be ok with spending time on my own.

I am me. I am complicated and yt, rather entertaining.