"Take back every word you said"
I can't stand guys talking up things, making girls feel so special and then just breaking their hearts. Tonight I really realized how me and Aubri were in the same boat. I don't understand, I think of Aubri and myself as two nice, sweet girls who are totally committed in relationships and we were both led on and let down in the same way. We were both given the same reasons (which I believe weren't our faults given the facts that we were skeptical about those reasons the entire time and questioned our boyfriends of it a lot while we were with them). I am totally the type of person to look at things from every view possible, but the only view I've been given is my own and it's all I can see right now and I just don't believe that I (nor aubri) were in the wrong. This entry probably makes no sense because I don't want to give out too much information, I am just SOOOOO angry right now and I need to voice it....but if I do I'll shout and wake up the entire building so I think writing is better. I really feel as though I can't trust guys anymore, and I hate to think that way, but right now the way I've been treated and my best friend, that's the perception that I have. We really thought we had a good thing going...but guys just don't know how to communicate and then they make up lies hoping that they'll shine in a good light rather than be found out about. I'm so angry right now I want to defend Aub the same way she did for me, cuz we stick together like PeanutButter. Aub I love you!!!!