been a while
So alot has happend lately. Tara and i had a great thanksgiving, we prepaired a traditional meal and had some of our close friends over for diner. Although we were drunk half way through cooking the meal we still had a great time in the company of friends. We also went to my company christmas ball for 24 hour fitness. it was a masquerade ball so acorss we got all dressed up. We drank at our apartment before we left, and i was toast. When we get there it was just awesome. I saw everyone i worked with and they all lokked great. After awhile my manager started to buy me drinks. Then tara and I were the first ones out on the dance floor. It was fun all my corpoorite managers and everyone was staring at us having so much fun. Then we had a couple more drinks and they kicked tara out. On the way home we got into an argument, and i made her cry, because i said she was disgusting for being buy. i din't feel bad at the time because i was drunk but i din't talk to her for like three or four days after that. I am a very opinonated person who says alot of bullshit. So i truely did feel bad because she is going through alot of shit trying to find her sexualality. i love her and will support her in what ever conclusion she comes to. Any way so i got a second job at meir and frank and its going real well, except the fact that i am now working 18 hours a day, and i have no time to hang with friends or try and find a boy friend. I need to catch up on some bills so right now i cant complain. Christmas wasn't the same this year, first i woke up with the worst hangover i have ever had. Than it was like all i did was clean and go see a movie. I wasn't flying home to see the family till after christmas. I had to be at the airport at four in the mouring, and the max doesn't run that early so bobby said he would take me. The more i thaught about it i kept regretting not dating bobby. He is such a sweet guy, and has always been there for me when i needed him. I think that when i get home we will have alot to catch up on. I am having a good christmas at home now even though it hasn't stopped snowing since i've got here.