Can I just say... sadface
That title pretty much sums it up. I was working 50 hours a week for 1.5 months, the season ended this past weekend so I'm now back to 25 hours a week. I'm trying to find something more. Anyways I thought that my lack of muse all this time was because I was exhausted from working. Even now I will spend hours staring at the powerpoint of the next chapter of my legacy and not end up with any changes. I look at the myshuno prompts I had gathered up for the myshuno challenge and although I have some ideas I can't get to actually writing them down/typing them up. I haven't been on my sims game in a while because my computer is so slow and laggy and I would love to remove CC to speed up the loading time but I am not sure what CC is currently in use. I sometimes wonder if it's because I keep making changes to the way their world was and even though I have all these ideas for what I would like to do with my babies I just can't seem to get anything down or organized for that matter. With that in mind to get pictures I would have to go into my game and work on things there.
I had thoughts of restarting the legacy or even starting up a new one but even with that it's like I just don't feel like it. I absolutely love my Azures, the Hunickes, the Simselves the families I currently have in my legacy. I really don't want to just stop their story I want to continue, I just can't seem to get the motivation. Some would say try writing drabbles of the characters for motivation, but I can't even manage that right now. I keep thinking of the reasons for this the biggest thing is Stress I guess but then I'm also sick of having to wait 10 minutes for my game to load up then another 5 to load up the neighborhood and the houses/places I want to film. And even when I get into the houses I keep getting lag (and I don't use CC furniture or decorations), I'm pretty sure my computer just sucks in general (I got this laptop 6 years ago or so), even my internet is being mad slow.
I used to keep up to date on legacies I'm reading too, I had a list and everything which legacy, who the author is and what chapter I left off on. I have been slacking I keep finding myself just passing over new updates of the ones I used to read (really sorry about that). I tell myself 'oh i will do it later' and then just never get to it.
I really don't know what's going on or what I should do... ;(
I had thoughts of restarting the legacy or even starting up a new one but even with that it's like I just don't feel like it. I absolutely love my Azures, the Hunickes, the Simselves the families I currently have in my legacy. I really don't want to just stop their story I want to continue, I just can't seem to get the motivation. Some would say try writing drabbles of the characters for motivation, but I can't even manage that right now. I keep thinking of the reasons for this the biggest thing is Stress I guess but then I'm also sick of having to wait 10 minutes for my game to load up then another 5 to load up the neighborhood and the houses/places I want to film. And even when I get into the houses I keep getting lag (and I don't use CC furniture or decorations), I'm pretty sure my computer just sucks in general (I got this laptop 6 years ago or so), even my internet is being mad slow.
I used to keep up to date on legacies I'm reading too, I had a list and everything which legacy, who the author is and what chapter I left off on. I have been slacking I keep finding myself just passing over new updates of the ones I used to read (really sorry about that). I tell myself 'oh i will do it later' and then just never get to it.
I really don't know what's going on or what I should do... ;(