Feb 21, 2008 22:51
I think one of the best things in the world is having a nice, long, enjoyably meaningful conversation with someone. I was in San Deigo this past weekend for a small reunion with friends and after a long night of sake bombs and clubbing, my friend L.J. and I still weren't sleepy. We went from talking about recent gossip, to sports, to careers and relationships. Our friend Chris already fell asleep but it was as if L.J. and I didn't want his last night before going back up to the Bay to go to waste. I think I almost fell asleep about 3 times, but it was so therapeutic to talk about the different parts of our lives. Spending 4 days with 6 great friends is something I've needed for a really long time.
I've come to realize that my life will eventually fall into place. Right now I'm so worried about my financial responsibities to my family, someday going back to school, learning how to let my guard down, and finding motivation in many aspects. At the risk of sounding immodest, I think I deserve a good future. I've been a good daughter, student, sister, friend, worker...I should have good things heading my way right?
It's past 11 o'clock now, which means it's time for me to get ready for bed. Last year, 11:00 on a Thursday night meant just getting the night started. Interesting how things have changed huh?
"Moving On"
"Time. It goes on. It doesn't wait for you at all.
Your friends come and go. But the good ones stick by.
And I don't think I'm asking for much when I say,
Why can't things stay the same...why do they have to change?
That's why I'm hoping that...
Moving on, going out
Finding our own secrets to life
Doesn't mean our promises to keep in touch are far behind
So many insides jokes, memories between us
Can we get it all back again?
All I know is that we had the times of our lives...best time ever"