"I guess in the end you start thinking about the begining..."
So I'm trying this new thing where I end things when I know I should. Like how I used to just drag out the inevitable when it came to dating guys. Keep hanging out with a guy even though I knew we weren't right for each other or that we just didn't get along that well. I guess it doesn't feel that bad. But like I said you always wonder when you have to be the one to walk away...
*Roomate issues like whoa. I really need to update on the friends list.
Other then that it hasn't been that exciting. I'm going to start my internship soon.
Last night me and Colleen made my "Bangin" tomato basil and garlic pasta at about 5 in the morning and she threw it all over the kitchen. And then we talked to Nick and Eric about who has the upper hand when it comes to Women vs. Men. That was fruitless.
I've hung out with someone the past week whom i used to kind of date last year. I dont know how I feel about that. It's like that Fray song "All At Once" where they say "There are certain people you just keep coming back to" except everytime I come back I can't help but wonder what I'm doing. Even though there isn't anything going on, and we aren't seeing each other it just feels to comfortable and like I should have that fluttery feeling.
I miss that fluttery feeling. I want it back.