Mar 22, 2006 14:46
spring break and i'm still at school. what's up with that? it's because i'm in CREAM, where only the crazy stay on campus over breaks. it's pretty fun though. i've been staying with some other CREAMers so i'm not getting to lonely, no worries.
yeah, nothing really going on...
so, i kind of have a chance at something, but i don't know what to do, or how to go about it. i love how i always bring things up in here but never actually say what...i suppose i could set it as private...but, wouldn't that defeat the purpose of livejournal?
so yeah, i kind of have a chance at something. but i just don't know what to do. i'm sick of never making the move...i just want to make the move for once. but i really don't know how. i'm afraid that someone else is going to first...i guess i'll just say it...of course it has to do with a boy. but i just don't know what to do. WHY am i such a friggin chicken? i'm almost 20 for crying out loud and i get so shy about this stupid crap. i wish i could be like my other friends and just go for it, and not be afraid to go for it. i guess i'm going to just have to sit back for a little bit and think...i'm just really scared that once again, i'm not going to take this opprotunity. that once again, i'll be the girl left behind.